Current mood

Fighting a losing battle

Sooooo things aren't going great at the moment. My moods are pretty dark. U have had some much going on over the last couple of months. Things I should have been really excited about but now they are over I just feel empty. I can feel ok one min be happy laughing and joking and then next I'm so far down. I have become a bit of a hermit as don't really want to talk to people but then no ones really noticed that I'm MIA. I can't seem to cope with anything or any little change. I just feel worthless a failure. I know what I need to do but at the moment don't have the energy to bother. So I just sink further and further. I sometimes feel like I'm watching myself as I'm not myself I'm disappearing in not me anymore. 

                       Kisses Kitty